Fritz's diagnosis - Saddle Thrombus
In trying to cope with the loss of our cat Fritz, I did some research on the cause of his death - Saddle Thrombus. I needed to know if there was something I had missed or could have done to prevent the horrible sudden end to his life. And I'm sure it is upsetting to my cat-loving readers who are now worrying about their own cats. So following is what I discovered.
Saddle Thrombus, also known as Aortic Thromboembolism, is rare and one of the most difficult and frustrating feline diseases for veterinarians, as the onset is quite sudden and often there are no warning signs. It is known as the silent killer in cats. 90 percent of the cases are related to a heart condition, and believed to be most common in cats with pre-existing cardiac problems such as an enlarged heart, cardiomyopathy or valvular disorders, and often goes undetected. It usually occurs in middle-aged to older cats, but is rarely seen in younger cats, even kittens, and occurs twice as often in male cats as in female cats. It is caused by a defect in the heart walls, allowing a clot to form. If the clot breaks loose, it can block blood flow to any area of the arterial system. With Saddle Thrombus, the clot lodges at the split in the aorta by the hind legs, causing paralysis and extreme pain.
Regular veterinary checkups are recommended to detect heart murmurs which are a warning sign. If a heart murmur is detected, therapy such as blood thinners can be started if needed. Other warning signs of heart problems are loss of appetite, weight loss, lethargy and a change in personality. Fritz's last vet appointment was in October and there was no sign of any problems. Right up to the event on Saturday morning, he showed none of these signs.
The symptoms of Saddle Thrombus are vomiting, panting and hyperventilation, extreme pain, vocalization of their pain, rapidly developing lameness in rear legs, rapid heart rate, lack of femoral pulse in either rear leg, and foot pads and nails turning blue. The cat will often chew at his back legs trying to relieve the pain caused from lack of blood flow to the legs.
It is rare for a cat to recover from the condition. In some cases, if treatment is started within minutes of the event, there's a chance they can survive and regain use of their hind legs. Surgery is usually performed to remove the clot, and blood thinners are given for the rest of the cat's life to prevent future problems. It can take months for the cat to regain use of their back legs, along with physical therapy, and amputation is sometimes necessary. A study was conducted between 1977 to 1998, in which approximately 1/3 of the cats died from the event, another 1/3 of them were euthanized as there was no hope of recovery, and a final 1/3 survived on average approximately 1 additional year.
Fritz was the only surviving member of his litter, born to a sickly mother cat who wasn't able to give him proper nourishment. When we took him in at around 5 weeks old, he was in poor health, but we hoped with a high quality diet and pampering he would overcome his hard beginning in life. And he did respond well. He overcame his mal-nourished beginnings and was the picture of health. I never saw a cat with such a silky and shiny coat, and his eyes were as clear and bright as can be. He had boundless energy for play and for mischief. He lived each day to the fullest. In hindsight, we have concluded he was born with this problem and what happened to him was inevitable, and if he had remained on the farm, he would have died much earlier. We're just thankful we were able to give him a happy year and a half of life and share that time with him. So my fellow cat lovers, remember that this is a rare disease. Give your kitty a hug and treasure every day you have together.
I took this picture just last week - Fritzy in his favorite napping spot.










82 comments:
Very informative and beautifully written. I'm giving my cat a big hug.
That was a great post. My sister's cat was diagnosed with a heart problem and lived for a year after . He was on medication, but a clot ,like Felix's claimed him.
He was 8 and you would never know he had a heart condition.
Sudden death is very ,very hard. Felix looks like he was a sweet boy.
Purrs & Headbutts to you,Mickey
Your information is very accurate, but I wanted to tell you that even if Fritz did have a cardiac condition that wasn't causign him any other problems, they are extremely difficult to diagnose in cats because you cannot hear the heartbeat if the cat is purring or growling, and it's very fast in any case. It's also difficult to notice exercise intolerance in cats because very few of them go for walks around the block. I'm sorry for your unexpected loss.
That was a very informative post. I hope that knowing that there was nothing that you could have done to prevent what happened to Fritz is of some help to you. You gave him the best one-and-a-half years he could have had.
So sorry to learn about the loss of Fritz. He seems like such a handsome and playful mancat. You've got a great blog and this is quite an informative post as others have said.
May Fritz rest in eternal peace.
This was a very informative posting. Fritz had a very loving home with you. He was one handsome kitty.
Love ya lots
Maggie and Mitch
All of us channelize our griefs in different ways. It is heartening to see that you have chosen to channelize yours by trying to find out what went wrong and how you can correct it.
I think Fritz would be proud that he might be helping other cats with this information.
My big sister Pixie has hypertrophic cardiomyopathy for the past 6 years. Her condition is currently extremely advanced, and her cardiologist has told us that a saddle thrombus is a big risk factor for her (along with congestive heart failure). Pixie takes many medications, including Plavix which is to help prevent clots. We found that the Plavix is much more effective than the baby aspirin she had been on previously.
Again, I am so sorry for your loss, but thanks for providing this valuable information.
thank you all so much for your thoughts and kindness. It has been a difficult week around here, but we are finally coming to terms with Fritz not being here.
Daisy, I'm so sorry to hear about Pixie's condition - it sounds like your mom is doing everything humanly possible for her.
I just wanted to add that I have a wonderful vet that I have great faith in. I agree very much with Ferox's comments that it can be difficult to detect a problem in cats, as they hide their health problems very well from what I've read. If you've read previous posts from my blog Catnip Corner, you know that we had difficulty getting Fritz into his carrier and had to abort 2 appointments to the vet because he got away from us and hid. The 3rd time, we resorted to sedation, so that in itself may have masked a problem with his heart (I'm just guessing). I've had cats all my life, and never seen a more feisty cat than Fritz - he was a real challenge at times, but I wouldn't have traded a minute of my time with him. Thanks again everyone.
Chris
Chris, It's so hard to deal with the sudden death of a pet. We just put up a post yesterday on the sudden passing of LacyLulu who was having simple surgery to drain a hematoma in her ear. There are no guarantees for how long we will have them, but we love them while they're here and miss them when they're gone. We're sure Fritz had a very happy year and a half.
Thank you for doing the research and passing on the information.
What a beautiful baby...I'm so sorry for your loss.
Hi Mates
It is good of you to share this info so that other cat pawrents will be informed. We still feel so sad about Fritz. It is lucky he came to you and he had so much love and happy times.
Mum has rescued most of us kids and unfortunately a lot of damage was done and some of us were only with mum such a short time. It was as if they were meant to come to mum to know love and respect before they went to Heaven. It is very hard.
Hope you have a safe and happy Easter.
Love from Hammer
I just found your blog, and glad I did, but wanted to send you my deepest sympathies for the loss of your furbaby.
The information you have provided is fantastic, thank you for sharing.
What an awful thing! Fritz did look like the picture of kitty health!
I'm off to tell my Mom to give me a big hug!
Very nice write-up. Dilated cardiomyopathy is one of the biggest causes of saddle thrombus, and, as ferox also said, is rarely diagnosed in time. Most of the kitties I've seen with saddle thrombus have no heart murmur, and no sign that they're about to develop this horrible disease. Even if we can successfully treat/remove the thrombus causing the current problem, most cats go on to develop clinical signs from a new thrombus, even when placed on heart meds. It's a horrible, frustrating, heart-breaking disease, and I personally hate it.
I hope you and your family will always remember the wonderful things about Fritz.
We just heard - we are so sorry! But you are right: he lived a short live but one where every day was a wonderful day for him! We take much comfort in knowing that our Anastasia(3 at time of death)enjoyed every day of her life to the fullest. With your care for Fritz he probably got a great year and a half that was originally not even meant for him. But the hole they leave will be there for us to bear forever....
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Fritz looks so much like my previous cat, Bugsy and our current cat, Oreo.
We have a deep love for the "Tuxedo" kitties, too.
God Speed over the Rainbow Bridge, sweet Fritz.
Thank you everyone for your kindness.
I had to put my cat Gracie down at 5:00 am in the morning on Easter Day.(March 23, 2008)She was 13 years old. I adopted her when she was 1. She was a grey tabby. Such a sweet girl. If you asked her to give you a kiss,she would lick your finger,sometimes she would lick your forehead if you were close enough. My cat had exactly what Fritz had.(saddle thrombus)A clot. I never realized cats could get this problem. There were no warning signs. It was only 50 minutes from the time she showed something was wrong to taking her to the 24-hour emergency vet to euthanizing her. I feel by reading Fritzs' story it has helped me realize i may have done the best thing for my cat.(stopping the pain). It is a great loss in my heart and i am still crying for her. Thank you for Fritzs' post.
Deborah48,
I am so sorry to hear about your ordeal. I know exactly how you feel - it was just over 1 hour from the time I discovered Fritz, we went to the emergency vet vacility, to the deciding point of euthanasia. It all happened so fast, it felt so unreal. Even after we got home, we were both in a state of shock and couldn't really believe he wasn't just in another room somewhere. I'm glad my tragedy could help you somewhat in yours.
Chris
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss! Fritz obviously had a wonderful life with you, and I'm sure he's grateful for every moment. I'm sure he'll be waiting at the bridge for you :)
I'm so sorry for the loss of Fritz. Your posting this information at this time only shows your dedication to the well-being of animals.
Thank you for your post. Came across it as I was looking for resources on how to cope with an unexpected loss. My husband and I came home late this past Saturday night to find my Benji, who was 9.5 years old, laying helpless on the floor. We hurried to the emergency vet and, within an hour, he was gone. He, too, was diagnosed with a saddle thrombus. Benji was my friend, my family, and an eternal source of comfort. He will be sorely missed.
Kerri K,
I am so sad for you and your family on the loss of Benji. Reading your comment brought it all back to me like it just happened yesterday for us and Fritz. There is no easy way of dealing with this tragedy, but just know that time will heal your pain and you'll be able to look back on Benji's life and laugh at the funny things he did and remember the love he brought to your life, and it won't always hurt so much. Again, I am so sorry Kerri.
Chris
Less than forty-eight hours ago I made the tough decision to have our six-year old Madge euthanized and I’m still struggling with that choice. It happened so quickly; one minute she was sitting quietly next to me and the next minute she was howling in pain, staggering and panting. I had her at the emergency clinic within minutes, where they gave her oxygen and pain relief to make her comfortable. An x-ray showed she had an enlarged heart and a chest full of fluid. I was shocked that I hadn’t picked up that she was in trouble. The vet tried to reassure me by telling me that cats can hide their problems very well and saddle thrombosis is often what brings their heart problems to light.
We loved her very much and it was a difficult choice to let her go but I wanted to share our last moment together with her purring in my arms rather than risking a later episode of saddle thrombosis. Reading the information and stories on your blog is helping me accept that maybe I made the right decision. Thank you everyone for sharing.
Annette,
I am so sorry to hear about Madge. I know exactly what you are feeling right now, and like me it is probably what drove you to check it out on the internet hoping to make sense of it all. I have lost other pets over the years to old age mostly, and it is always difficult to say goodbye to them, but it was different with Fritzy. Days later I was still in shock, and like you wondering if there was something I missed that could have saved him. The only comfort I can give you is that I concluded in the end that nothing would have changed the outcome of that day, just like with Madge. You did the humane and loving thing for her and she is no longer suffering. Unfortunately Fritz got sick while we were sleeping, and had so much pain he actually chewed his back foot raw before I found him at 5:00 in the morning. You were able to spare Madge from that horrible pain. Again I am so sorry for your loss. Just know that it will get easier with time.
Thank you for sharing your stories with me.
UGH, this disease breaks my heart. I found our sweet baby boy Bunny gasping and drooling this Friday night as a result of heart failure and saddle thrombus. He is only eight.
After two days in the hospital and being in an oxygen tank he is back home but he only has use of one leg. We have him on aggressive meds to see if he can get back feeling in his left hind leg. He is not doing too well. I don't know if keeping him alive and giving him a chance is making it worse for him. Am I being selfish? is he suffering? I just don't know. I don't know what to do. I don't want to say good-bye to him but i certainly don't want him to suffer. When is it time to say good-bye. I want to give him enough time to fight since he survived the worst part.
Any thoughts?
Hi Colls Lee,
First of all, I am so sorry to hear about Bunny and I know only too well the heart break and sole searching you are going through right now.
I am by no means an expert in this area. Over the years I have had to make this decision 3 times with my pets, and in the end the deciding factor was their quality of life.
In Fritz's case, both of his back legs were useless and the vets didn't have any hope that he would regain use of them- they talked amputation as a probability and at the very least months and months of painful therapy with little hope of good results.
The fact that Bunny survived the attack and still has use of one of his legs sounds much more hopeful, but on the other hand I don't know how much pain he is in either. If you're able to manage the pain with the meds, and your vet thinks he has a shot of recovering, maybe the next few days will help with your decision. There is no clear cut answer to it I'm afraid- even though our decision seemed clear cut at the time, I dwelled on it for weeks after and wondered if I had done the right thing. In the end we've come to terms with it and feel the vets who treated him knew from experience that he wouldn't have been one of the success stories. So trust your vet. You and Bunny will be in my prayers - please stop back and let me know how he is doing.
We had to put our sweet baby bunny to sleep this morning. for the past three days he has been suffering and not eating, drinking or cleaning himself. we finally decided it was best to let him go. the most difficult decision in my life. sudden death or near sudden death and saddle thrombus is horrible. thank you all for sharing your stories. it makes it easier that people know what you are going through.
Colls Lee,
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet Bunny. I know how difficult that decision was for you to make and the deep sadness you're feeling right now. There's nothing that will make it any easier except the passage of time, but it will get easier and then you'll be able to remember all the funny and sweet things he did and it won't hurt so much. You and your family are in my prayers that you find comfort in the fact he is no longer suffering and has gone to a better place where he can run and play, and you'll be reunited with him one day.
Chris
thank you so much for your kind words. i miss him terribly and i just hope with the passage of days, weeks and months i can one day think of him without crying. this post has helped me so much. it is amazing that this horrible situation brings people together. i really wish vets would test for this sort of thing before it is apparant that the cat has it.
Snowball's diagnosis was as unexpected and painful to him and me as you and Fritz. He woke me up yesterday morning and told his mommy something was very very wrong, but never in a million years did I think as I raced him to the vet that I would be returning with a limp baby to bury. I am only so glad that his mommy could hold him and comfort his as he passed. I am finding comfort in reading posts of others suffering from this horrible disease. Snowball was 10, but he and I planned to be together many many more years and his home will never be the same without him.
Jennifer, I am so sorry for your loss. Know you have support from all of us. It has been about six weeks since Bunny passed and it is difficult, but know it gets easier. You are in my thoughts.
Thank you so much for your support. It is comforting to find others going through this tragic loss. Yesterday was a very lonely day for me and Snowball's daddy. Like you, I am waiting for a day without tears and a time when I don't expect him around every corner.
Oh Jennifer, I am so sorry to hear about your sweet Snowball. Everytime I read that another person has lost their baby to this horrible disease just breaks my heart, as I know the awful pain you are feeling right now. And as sad as you are feeling right now, as Colls Lee wrote, it does get a little easier with time. As with you and Snowball, we planned to be together with Fritz for many years to come. At least when a pet is sick, you have the inkling that it could go badly and you start preparing yourself. But with this disease, bam! You don't know what just hit you. Please know you're in my thoughts and prayers that your pain will be lessened. Again, I'm so sorry Jennifer.
Chris
Thank you for your sympathy and for providing this forum for all of us greivers to share our heartbreak with others who understand the pain and sorrow we are going through.
I posted Snowball's story on my blog to those interested - jennandrandy.blogspot.com
Jennifer,
That was a very loving tribute you posted about your Snowball. You no doubt cried the whole time you were typing it, but it does help to write or talk about the loss you've just had. He sounds like he was a very special boy and I know he will be deeply missed in your home.
Chris
I am so glad I found this blog. On New Year's Day I returned from an overnight celebration to find my beloved two year old Beckham dragging his legs behind him, screaming in pain. I don't know how long he had been suffering and feel incredible guilt for having left him. We rushed him to an emergency vet where we received this horrendous diagnosis. The vets tried in vain to treat him with anticoagulants overnight, gavve him pain killers and sedation but poor Beckham died in his sleep at 3pm on Jan 2nd. Just six months to the day after we lost our German Shepherd. We are grieving beyond words. My children don't understand why they have lost this beautiful cat so young. He was our first cat, my first cat ever. I didn't even want a cat and fell madly in love with him. He was gorgeous and I too would not trade any minute I had with him. We knew he had a heart murmur from about 12 weeks old but nobody ever told us about these risks. I wish I had known. I am so sorry for all your losses. I feel your pain. Thanks for such a great blog.
Hi Heather,
I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss of Beckham. There aren't any words that will make you feel better right now, but please don't beat yourself up over being gone when this happened to him. We were at home when it struck Fritz and it didn't change the outcome. It is especially sad that you have lost 2 of your beautiful pets within 6 months, much like we did having Jackie die 7 months after Fritz. So much grieving in the span of a few months is hard to take. Just know that Beckham is at peace now, running and playing with all the others that have passed over the bridge. You'll be together again some day, I truly believe that. You and your family will be in my prayers that you find peace with your loss and can soon just be able to remember all the good times with Beckham, without all the pain you're feeling right now.
Chris
Heather,
I am so sorry for Beckham. Today marks the 4th week since Snowball passed from this condition and I am still reeling from the loss, so I know the pain you are suffering. I can only express my sincere sympathy for this tragedy. I found writing about Snowball helped some, and I just ordered an engraved memorial necklace yesterday so I can hold something tangible of him close to my heart. I pray you find some way to comfort yourself in your grief.
Thanks so much for all your kind words. I think I can actually talk about Beckham now without breaking down every time. He was an amazing cat. He loved to love me and the feeling was mutual. My feeling of sadness is now for our new puppy (Tenby) who I think believes that Beckham was his Dad. Beckham taught him how to go up and down stairs by stealing his bones and leaving them either upstairs or down. And of course, Beckham taught the dog that is is always a good thing when the cheese comes out on to the cutting board!!
I have been going back and forth about having a new cat in the house. Part of me would like to but wonders if I would offend Beckham by getting another cat so soon. And part of me thinks that I need to get the puppy (Tenby) a new cat!! He is so lost!! How did all of you make these decisions??
This blog has been so imformative and great to find. Thanks again for such nice words about Beckham - he was a great cat. RIP Baby Cat!!
Hi Heather,
Beckham sounds like he was indeed a wonderful addition to your family. I enjoyed how he taught the dogs about the cheese - mine all love to see the velvetta box come out of the frig. With Fritz, it was especially hard on our other cat Gidget as we believe she saw it happen. She herded the dogs away from the stairway where Fritz was laying, and kept yeowling in a very strange way. Afterward she wasn't herself for a couple days.
I think you will just know when the time is right to get another cat. At first I said no more cats; I was obsessed with worry that the same thing could happen again, but after researching it, it helped to know it was a rare thing. And after about a week or so, I felt drawn to check out the cats online at our local humane society, and as soon as I saw the hundreds of cats there, that's all it took to convince me that we were ready to help another cat have a good life. I think Fritz and Beckham would approve. The funny thing is we still haven't found all of his toy mice that he would hide and then bring out when he wanted to play with them. I found a few, but some are still missing, and the other cats haven't unearthed them either. He had a real knack for hiding them. Rest in peace boys.
Chris
I am so sorry for your loss. Believe me, I really know what you are going through--saddle thrombus is an awful situation and no one or cat should have to go through it.
Regarding the decision to bring another kitty in the house. When my cat, Bunny, died two months ago my words were "No more cats, this is too difficult." And, then I realized we still had Marcus and he was really depressed that his wrestling buddy was gone. He would look for him in all Bunny's usual hiding spots. Marcus's depression got worse so we decided to bring a kitten into the house for Marcus only. Paddy O'Brien (our new kitten) has been a complete blessing in our house. We went through the same thoughts of "I want to respect Bunny and no other kitty can replace him." Our decision was based on our love for Marcus and it was the right decision. They are the best of friends and Marcus is no longer depressed. Having Paddy didn't lessen our love for Bunny, but made the loss for Marcus less. Good luck.
It seems we cat owners who have gone through the Saddle Thrombus ordeal are in a group all of our own. Each person who has found my blog and shared their story of loss has relayed the same feelings of loss, shock, fear, loneliness and eventually acceptance of this horrible disease. I am so glad you found it in your heart Colls Lee to adopt another kitten and that it all turned out so well for you and your family. And what a cute name for your new kitty. And Heather, if you feel your heart opening to another cat, then it's the right thing to do and the right time to do it. Beckham will always have a special place in your heart and memory, but fate took him away for now, and he would want you to heal and allow another cat to live in his house. I wish you all the best in whatever you decide.
Chris
And just when I think I wasn't going to cry anymore, all of you say such the nicest things. And the best part is I know you understand!! I too have been drawn just today (one week) to the local animal rescue website. This is where we got Beckham from and I really think he would approve of taking in another lost soul. I know that no other cat will ever replace him - his character was one in a million to me. Your stories have made me feel so much better both with the loss of Beckham and with the choice to bring a new feline member into our home. I absolutely LOVE Paddy's name - what a great idea for a cat!!! I am so glad that Marcus has a new friend and playmate and no more depression. It is so sad to see their animal friends suffer loss as well. So I think in the next few weeks we will get the puppy a new cat!! (Okay - so it's really for me but...) Again - I can't believe I found all of you so quickly after losing Beckham and to know we were not the only ones. This blog has great healing potential. At least it has for me. Sleep well Baby Cat - you are dearly missed.
Heather, I cry each time a new person leaves a comment here that they have lost their dear sweet pet to this horrible disease. I don't think our pain will ever go away entirely, but it does get easier as time passes, and I found that bringing home a new kitty also helped a lot with the healing process. If I've been able to help anyone by having this blog, it is all worthwhile to me. I wish you well with your new baby whenever you decide the time is right for you. Bless you for wanting to rescue another homeless sole.
Chris
Heather,
I wrestled with the same feelings of guilt about whether to get another cat. Snowball was my only baby for 10 years, and I did not want to dishonor his memory by "moving on'. But the feelings of emptiness and loneliness in the house were too much and I obtained Jack only a week later. He is my 10-year old "baby" now. While he can never replace Snowball, he has given me something to love and he is so gratfeul to have a loving home now, that it has helped me heal a little. When you can separate that your love for one does not in anyway discount your ability to love another, you will be ready. I am happy that I was able to save another life, especially since I could not save Snowball.
Jennifer,
You said it perfectly. Adopting another baby to love doesn't diminish your love for the kitty you lost, and it does help fill the gaping hole left behind. It may even take a few months for you to feel as close to your new kitty, but it will come in time.
Chris
Thank you so much for posting Fritz' diagnosis. We just put down our beloved 6 year old Mikey. It too happened so suddenly. He was on the bed with me,then he started coughing like he had to dislodge a fur ball. He Jumped off the bed and laid down. He got up to use his litter box dragging his hind legs. Laid down again. At 2AM we took him to the emergency room and were told he had thrown a clot, had saddle thrombus,had no pulse in both hind legs and suffering hypothermia, body temperature was 92. The vet felt the best thing was to put him down. We still can't believe this happened. He was so active and showed no signs of having a heart condition this all happened January 17. We haven't stopped crying since. He was sleeping with me that night and I was telling him how much I loved him and was glad he was in my life. A few minutes later this all happened. As the doctor was putting him down I held him and kissed him on the forehead. We miss him so.
I'm so sorry to read about Mickey's passing - you have my deepest sympathies. I know you are hurting right now, and I remember all too well not being able to stop crying for days and days and being in shock. Like you with Mickey, I heard Fritz and thought he had a hairball - I got up to check on him and he seemed ok. Then a few minutes later we heard a strange crying from him and found him at the bottom of the basement stairs, the same as Mickey paralyzed and in extreme pain. You didn't have time to say goodbye really; that's why I think it hits everyone so hard who lose a cat to this disease. They are fine one minute and gone very soon after. Everyone I've heard from describes the same feelings you're dealing with now. The only comfort I can give is that what you're feeling right now won't last forever - it just seems like it now. Mickey is now in a beautiful place, free of any pain and living it up, and you'll be together again some day. You're in my prayers that your grief will subside and you'll be able to find comfort in your wonderful memories together. Take care
Chris
Dear Anonymous,
Just know that your cat knew he was loved. You will have the great memories of his life. I cried for 3 weeks when i put my cat Gracie down On Easter morning at the emergency vet. I couldn't bear to see her get the shot, so I sat in the hallway. Now i wished i had been with her to the end. I adopted another cat from a shelter. And the LOVE grew immediately. Think about taking care of another one of god's creatures. They are precious!~~~Debbie
That's great advise Debbie. Nothing fills the void left behind better than the feeling that you're helping another little kitty have a good life. I know your pain is too fresh right now, but you'll know when you're ready to love again Anonymous.
Dear Anonymous,
I am so very sorry to hear about your beautiful Mickey. We just lost our Beckham on Jan 2 after finding him on New Year's Day. I was just this past hour crying with my daughter in the kitchen over missing him. It is okay to remember him with tears. You honour his memory with every tear shed. It is obvious your love for him. We have made the decision to bring not just one but two baby cats rescued this past Christmas in to our home. We weren't sure what to do and had all the questions about "replacing" Beckham but these little girls need us and we need them (and so does our puppy!!). Please know you are in our thoughts - again I am so very sorry this nasty thing happened to your precious friend. RIP Mickey - I hope you meet Beckham on the Rainbow Bridge!! RIP Beckham Baby Cat!!
I'm so sorry to all of you who have lost your dear kitties to this terrible disease.
This past Wednesday (January 21st) we unexpectly had to put to rest our dear 8.5-year-old cat, Murray. He was diagnosed with a heart murmur and a partially enlarged heart before the age of 1, but being that he wasn't in any pain or discomfort (and the fact that I was fresh out of college and poor as dirt), I reluctantly decided to for-go a follow-up w/a cardiologist. I pray that wasn't a bad decision. :(
Murray lived a wonderful life with no signs of any underlying heart disease. In fact, he'd gone for his usual check-up only a few months ago and the vet was not at all concerned about his murmur (he considered it a 1 on a scale of 1-5).
This past Wednesday at 6:30 he was purring and laying with my 2-year-old daughter and I on the couch and we were giving him head rubs. Then sometime in the next few minutes he must've jumped down to the floor (don't recall when that happened)... then I remember out of nowhere he started meowing a very deep meow -- something I hadn't heard before. Then I thought he was going to puke so I rushed him over to the hardwood floor. I noticed he became rigid, looked visibly uncomfortable, continued to deep meow, and his breathing was very rapid. Then he went to get up and noticed his back legs wouldn't support him. Not even a minute later he was panting w/his mouth open. We were all so scared and I scrambled to call the emergency vet.
He was almost immediately diagnosed w/Saddle Thrombus (never had heard of it) and after a couple hours of stabilizing him and me making the agonizing decision based on the facts the emergency vet doctor was telling me, I decided to put him to rest. I truly cannot recall the last time I cried that long and that hard.
I returned home to my husband and daughter a couple hours later with a red collar and empty pet carrier and said, "What just happened?!" In a flash we went from snuggling on the couch to having to put him to sleep (which he did peacefully in my arms). I'm at peace w/my decision to end his suffering, but not at peace yet that he is no longer w/us. I find comfort now in trying to understand this disease. I have a dog and another cat (who probably misses his companion dearly) so I feel the urgency to be more informed and pro-active with them.
Hugs to you all...
Karen,
I'm so sorry to hear about your ordel with Murray's passing. You describe to a tee what we personally experienced with Fritz, and I'm sure everyone else who has lost a cat to Saddle Thrombus. One thing I'd like to say to you - I don't think it would have made any difference in the outcome if you had been financially able to continue with a cardiologist. From what I've read about this disease, it remains hidden and strikes without warning. Vets voice their frustration because it is virtually undetectable and unstoppable. That's the cruel reality of the disease, so don't beat yourself up over something that was unavoidable. I know the pain you and your family are going through right now is horrible and you can't help looking back and feeling you might have done something differently. I had no reason to believe Fritz had any problem, and I still did it too. Just know that you gave Murray a very good life while he was with you, and he is at peace now thanks to you. I know the temptation is to keep them alive and try the medication and physical therapy, but in almost every case it has been unsuccessful. You will be in my prayers that you soon will move past your grief and be able to remember only the good times with Murray.
Chris
Chris...
Thank you so much for your thoughtful post. I know you and the others who have posted here know what I've been through. It truly is like losing a piece of the family. I also realize there was probably nothing they could have done for Murray back when he was diagnosed with a murmur and an enlarged heart when he was a kitten, and certainly no one mentioned any hidden dangers that may lurk in the future for him ... but maybe that was for the best so we could fully enjoy the 8.5 years we had with him instead of spending that time worrying.
I had a bit of closure today as I picked up his remains from the emergency vet's office. His ashes are enclosed in a beautiful locked cedar box with his name engraved on a blass plate on the top. At least now he's back home where he belongs and where he is still loved.
Thank you again. Warmest regards...
Hi Karen,
Yes it does give some closure to know they are nearby again, and will never feel pain again. I hope you and your family are coming to terms with your loss and will be feeling better soon. It took us about a week to get over the shock and start feeling normal again, and even after that it would sneak up on us again.
Chris
just lost my best friend to this horrible disease on 02/03/09. He was the only kitten out of a litter of three that survived birth. His mother had cancer of the mammary glands and he had to be bottle fed from day one. Hence we named him "Baby". I think being raised by humans; he became almost human-like. He was the sweetest little boy and was the joy of my life. One memory that stands out in my mind is the day he got outside accidentally (he was strictly an indoor cat). I was in a panic, he was still very young and it was very cold outside. I drove the neighborhood looking for him with no success. I then parked the car in the driveway and began walking, calling his name loudly. Baby, Baby, I called. I then herd a faint meow coming from the neighbors back yard behind their privacy fence. When I climbed the fence to look over, there he was. I jumped the fence and he ran into my arms, what a joyous reunion! It was during this time my mom was dying from heart disease. I would bring Baby to her house for visits which my mom loved because she always adored cats. Having my sweet little furry friend close by also helped me get through mom's illness somehow. Mom passed away the Christmas before last from heart failure and my sweet little Baby was diagnosed with HCM shortly after. Three thrown clots and numerous trips to the hospital, now he is gone, forever as well. The last clot hit both rear legs and he went into respiratory distress and heart failure before we could get him to the hospital. I cannot begin to explain the pain I'm feeling, I don't think it will never go away. I pray to God that when I die and get to the bridge, I'll call out Baby's name and he will come running to my loving arms like he did when he was lost on earth. I'm a 47 year old man and crying as I type this. Baby was only 1-1/2 years old. My heart goes out to any pet lover that must endure the agony this horrible disease creates. God bless all of you.
Baby's story is so similar to our Fritzy it is eery; Fritz was born to a sickly mother and the only of his litter to survive and he was only a year and a half old when he died. It's difficult to lose any pet but when they're so young, it hits so hard and unexpectedly. I loved your story of finding him and him running into your arms, and I too live with the hope that I'll be reunited with all of my lost babies some day for a reunion like you described. Your story brought tiers to me eyes as well, and I know only too well what you're going through right now. It's probably too soon to think about taking in another lost sole, but after you heal, consider adopting another kitty - it will help you and give another cat a wonderful home. And just remember, what happened to Baby is very rare so don't let that stop you. From reading your story, I can tell you gave Baby the best possible home for the year and a half he was on this earth = God bless you for opening your home and your heart for him. He was loved and is at peace now.
Chris
Re: YOUR CAT--BABY.
I think it is a good thing to type out your thoughts. BABY was enjoyed by your mother and yourself. He did his job on earth! What a sweetheart he must have been! Think about adopting a cat that needs a home from a shelter. I did that only one month after i had to put my cat GRACE to sleep. She had the same problem. (see my earlier post-)It didn't take long for me to fall in love with Marla. She has so much love to give! Take Care, Debbie
Chris & Debbie, thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts. I had Baby's remains cremated on 02/04/09 so now he is sitting where he often did, right on my computer desk next to me. Perhaps I'll get another little friend down the road but I know I'll never be able to replace the bond I had with him. I've had many pets through the years, both dogs and cats but not like this one. He was so very, very special. I'm really grateful for this blog that allows me to tell you folks about the pain this horrible disease has caused because family and friends just don't seem to understand. They have been telling me "get over it" or "he was just a cat, be a man and stop crying". I really do try to keep my emotions in check when in public and private, but then it hit's me like a brick wall all over again. Perhaps over time I will find another little friend but right now I just don't see that happening anytime soon. Thanks again to you all for your replies and let's hope they find a cure for this someday.
Yes, it does seem to have a pain all of it's own. I've lost other pets to old age, and it was horrible but losing Fritz so young was the worst of all and it took a lot longer to accept and for the constant pain to stop. But it will eventually so hang in there. People who haven't had a close relationship with a cat just don't understand how they worm their way into your hearts. I've also heard people say "it's just a cat" - personally I feel sorry for people like that who have never had the pleasure of sharing their life with a cat. I too hope they find a cure for this horrible disease some day, so that other cats and their owners will be spared this pain. I got a chuckle out of you placing Baby's ashes right where he always sat, by your computer. That's were one of my cats always is when I'm on the computer- I had to mount my monitor higher on the wall so I can see the screen as Gidget likes to plant herself right in front of me. No one else can tell you how long to grieve -hang in there, cry when you need to, and know that it will get a little easier as each day passes.
Chris
I am so heartbroken. I have just lost my best friend. Polly would have been 14 in a couple of days.I was there for her birth and I was there when she passed on. She has been there when I got married, graduated college, had 2 kids. She seemed fine that day. Loving on me and giving me kisses. Then as I was doing laundry, she staggered out of my bedroom and her back legs collapsed. She was crying. I rushed her to the vet who quickly diagnosed her with saddle thrombus. She had never had previous signs of any type of heart problems. Her conditioned quickly worsened. The vet called a neurologist to get a second opinion. He told me that there was nothing more we could do. I had to make the hardest decision that I have ever made. I had her euthanized as I held her in my arms. She fought so hard. She was so scared. I think I will always wrestle with that decision. All the doctors I have talked to said I made the right decision, but that doesn't make it any easier. It has only been 2 days. I miss her so much that my heart aches. Reading all the other posts have helped me. Knowing that others have gone through the same thing is comforting. I will always miss her and love her.
I'm so sorry for your loss Kristi. I know your pain is very fresh after only 2 days, and I also totally understand how you are second-guessing whether you made the right decision for Polly. But you made the only decision you could really - everything I've read doesn't offer much if any hope of recovery and it would have been so painful for her to go on, even if she was able to survive the first few days. I hope eventually you can find comfort in knowing she had a wonderful life with you and your family, and she was happy right up to the end.
This coming Sunday it will be a year since it happened to our Fritz; I'm sure it will be a sad day as the memories of that morning still haunt me when I allow myself to think about it. Your pain is still so fresh, I feel so sad for you. When things feel too overwhelming, just remember all the funny things she did, and all the wonderful years you had together. She was lucky to have you in her life for 14 years. Take care
Chris
I'm really having a hard time reading all these posts w/out crying like a baby. I woke up this morning and knew right away something was wrong w/ my 12 year old girl, Macy... she was trying to cuddle up to me in bed, but couldn't get comfortable and was shivering. When I got out of bed she followed me like always to the bathroom, but I could see right away she was barely moving her hind legs and seemed to be in a lot of pain. I quickly called the vet and took her in immediately. She seemed to be a little better there and was moving around a little easier, but I wonder if it was just from being scared w/ adrenalin running through her system. He told me it could be a clot and somewhat described the possibility of heart disease behind it, but gave me no clear diagnosis. He ran some blood work, and gave her a shot for pain, as well as pain medicine for me to give her at home. He also suggested giving her a 1/3 of a baby aspirin every three days. When we got home she seemed to feel a little better, probably due to the pain meds and even ate some wet food when I offered it to her. So I came into work and have been doing research about this ever since. I'm absolutely heartbroken b/c she really has all the symptoms of a clot. I'm trying to be positive and think it could be something else, but the more I read, the more scared I get. I want to go home right now to check on her and am terrified she may be worse. And of all times for this to happen, I'm two weeks or less from delivering my first child. I will keep up posting with any news, but am very happy I found this site, even as tragic as it is.
Dear Anonymous,
I'm so sorry to hear your baby is not feeling well. I'm by no means an expert on clots in cats - the only experience I've ever had was with my cat Fritz who prompted me to write this post. But the fact that your Macy was able to come home with you, and also seemed better and ate seems like a good sign. Even if it was a clot, perhaps it passed so try not to worry - I know easier said than done right? It has to be horrible being at work and not able to check on her. Please do come back and give me an update on her. You and Macy will be in my prayers.
Chris
Hey all,
I have a 2 year old shorthair female kitty that suffered a Saddle Thrombus on 4/15/09. Luckily I was playing with Sita when I noticed her behaving "funny" and saw that she was losing the use of her hind legs. I thought she had been poisoned somehow, so took her to the vet right away. That's where I found out she had a Saddle Thrombus.
She was at the vet and 24hr care for 3 days, and last Saturday I brought her home. She is on Enalapril, Furosemide, Plavix, and baby Aspirin. For the first few days she seemed to be doing great. My girlfriend and I would massage her legs, and help with moving her around. She was getting better and started to try walking again.
Last Wednesday (4/22/09) she stopped eating on her own. She had been eating her normal food after I got her back from the hospital, but then she just refused to eat anything. I tried everything to entice her, but no luck. I took her to the vet again, and her blood work turned out fine... a little low on the potassium, but the vet gave me a potassium supplement (Renal K+) to give her. I've been syringe feeding her baby food (chicken, beef, and turkey) ever since she stopped eating on her own.
She also stopped drinking on her own yesterday. She used to drink a lot of water on her own, up until yesterday. I've been making her drink with a syringe as well now.
It's like she's completely given up and refuses to fight to get better. Has anyone else had a cat survive, or know someone who has? Can someone tell me if this is normal? I'm going to talk to the vet tomorrow and probably take her in again, but I don't know what else I can do. She doesn't seem to be in pain at all, her legs feel warm, but she just lies on a towel and heating pad all day and night, with half open eyes, staring off into nothing. Is that normal for a cat that's survived? Does recovery take weeks and months? Is a loss of appetite part of the recovery process?
Thank you for any information you can offer. The stories in here break my heart... I don't want to have to put Sita to sleep... :(
Hi Chris,
I'm so sorry to hear about Sita, and I know you're going through a very anguishing time right now wondering what to do to help her. Unfortunately I don't know the answers to your questions, and I don't believe anyone that has posted her has had their cat survive Saddle Thrombus. Your best bet is to ask your veterinarian. I do recall in my research that it can take months of treatment and physical therapy to bring a cat back to normal activities after an attack, if that helps at all. I wish you and Sita the best of luck and you'll be in my prayers.
Chris
Thank you Chris,
I'm posting this hear to help those in the future that have a cat that suffers a Saddle Thrombus.
Sita passed away the other night in my arms.
Sita hadn't been eating on her own for almost a week, and I had to syringe feed her baby food mixed with some canned cat food (Science Diet a/d). Over the past weekend, she seemed to be doing worse, so on Monday (4/27/09) I took her to the vet. They recommended administering some intravenous fluid to hopefully help with her appetite and to give her body much needed nutrients.
I then brought her home and fed her and cared for her. Around 9:40 PM on Monday night (4/27/09) I noticed that she was having difficulty getting comfortable, and was dragging herself around. This was highly unusual as she had just been lying on her towel and hardly moving at all for the past week. I took her into the emergency room and found out that she may have thrown another clot, and that there was fluid rapidly filling her lungs.
The emergency room vet told me that there was a good chance the fluid buildup was caused by the intravenous fluid given earlier that day by her normal vet. This was a lose/lose situation, because she needed to get fluids back into her body, but at the same time it was bad for her underlying heart condition... If we hadn't given her the IV, she blood levels would have continued to drop, but if we did give her the IV, there was a chance that it would complicate the heart issue, which it did in Sita's case.
I was fortunate to be able to hold Sita in my arms and tell her how special she was to me, and I told her that if she was tired of fighting to stay alive for me, that it was ok for her to go. I gently rubbed her head and told her that I was so lucky to have been her owner and that she brought so much joy into my life. I told her I would miss her so much, but that I would be ok, and that she could leave whenever she wanted to. 10 minutes after that she breathed her last and is no longer suffering.
For anyone else that is going through this, all I can say is to give your kitty a fighting chance. Give him/her every possible chance to stay with you, but in the end, if they really want to leave, let them know it's ok to do so.
Also, if someone is syringe feeding a cat that has survived Saddle Thrombus, make sure to give plenty of food and liquid to the cat. Every 4 hours is what I was doing for Sita, and I don't feel like it was enough honestly. Baby food only has 70-100 calories per little jar, and 8 pound cats need about 400 calories a day roughly. So please make sure to buy some other canned cat food and to mix it in with the baby food so it's easier to pick up with the syringe. You can also grind up dry cat food to a powder and add it to the baby food.
Thank you for letting me share me story.
I love you Sita, and you will be missed. <3
- Chris R
Chris R,
I know it's heart-breaking what you've been through the last couple weeks with Sita, but now she is at peace. Saddle Thrombus is a horrible disease and from what I've learned in researching it, there are very few successful recovery stories. Just know that you did everything possible to help her. Maybe some day there will be a cure for it, or better yet a way to prevent it. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers, and thank you for posting your thoughts here in order to help others that are suffering through it.
Chris
Chris, I am so sorry to hear about Sita. We lost our little guy after a week struggle to survive after he past a clot. He also told us it was time to go--he wasnt eating, drinking, playing, purring, etc. Saddle Thrombus is the worst because it is so sudden. You and Sita are in my thoughts.
I too lost my cat, Miss Kitty due to saddle thrombus 2 days ago. It was sudden and shocking that there are no signs and symptoms. My kids loved her, and she was a part of the family for over 10 years. I found her at the bottom of the stairs meowing loudly and fighting to breathe. I noticed she couldn't move her back legs and was in a lot of pain. I immediately took her to the emergency vet and hoped for a miracle. I thought it was some sort of spinal cord injury because she could not use her hind legs. Her back paws were ice cold and she was breathing rapidly. It was 5am on a Saturday morning, and I had just finished working a 12 hour night shift at the hospital. What a horrible situation to come home to. My kids said she had been crying since 3am. She was in so much pain! The vet knew exactly what this condition was. He explained what the condition was, and that medication rarely works! It puts a bandaid over the real problem, which is cardiomyopathy or chronic heart failure. She had been so healthy and active before any of this! He also told me that surgery was not an option because many cats can't tolerate the anethesia required for the surgery, because of their underlying heart condition. I felt like their was no other option, but euthanasia. I had only minutes to decide. We talked about medications, but he explained that they can cause more damage than good and may even cause death. I'm so torn up inside to whether I made the right decision.I still agonize over the fact that I couldn't be in the room when they put her to sleep. Miss Kitty had human-like qualities and was such a sweet cat. We adopted her as a kitten from a friend that just had kittens and lived on a farm. She was unique in everyway and loved my kids! They used to dress her up in doll clothes and she didn't mind it at all. She will be missed!I left the vets office with her in a cardboard box. I'm still agonizing over the decision I made to have her put to sleep. I researched online and found this wonderful blog with people that have gone through the same situation. It has helped my healing process and taken some of the hurt away. Thanks you to all who have shared their stories.
I'm so sorry to hear about your sweet Miss Kitty. She sounds like she was a wonderful companion and she'll be missed. I know exactly what you're going through right now agonizing over whether you did the right thing - you had to make your decision quickly to spare her any more pain, just as we did, and it's over so quickly you just can't hardly believe it all happened. But just know that you made the only decision you could, faced with the horrible facts presented to you, and Miss Kitty is now at peace and no longer in pain. You gave her a safe and loving home for 10 years and she had a wonderful life while on this earth thanks to you. I know you're going through a horrible time right now, but it will get easier as time passes.
Chris
Our baby boy, Syber, passed last night due to this condition. He was a little over a year old. It was very sudden and overwhelming to see our lil man go, but the emergency vet assured us that there was nothing we could have done. He had just had his check-up two months ago for his neutering and aside from having a smaller rib cage area than most cats, he was good to go. I heard him about 7:30 last night meowing in pain and discovered his back legs were no longer working. By 8:15 he was with his other furry friends in furry heaven. Thank you for blogging about this...it helped to read about his condition.
Jess,
I'm so sorry to hear about you losing Syber - he was just a baby just like our Fritz was. It's never easy to lose a pet, but when they're so young, you just don't expect it. Eventually when the shock wears off, you'll begin to be able to remember all the good times you had together without as much pain as you're feeling right now. You're in my thoughts and prayers to help you deal with your loss.
Chris
Chris - thank you! :)
Chris, Thank you for your kind words and advice. I know with time the pain will fade. How great for you to start a blog and help people through their loss.
*HUGS* to all who have been through this devastating condition.
LeAnn
Just to say May 11th, my beautiful 8 year old tabby cat Maisie passed away. Her symptoms were slightly different though and confused my vet. She was holding up her front paw and had it hooked round. It was quite sudden and it was after she had jumped up high on a bunk bed. I took her to the vets on the Thursday. He gave a pain injection, said if not better bring her back Monday. She hobbled about on three legs still mobile. Sunday she took a turn for the worse. Both front legs had collapsed and she was heading for her cat tray. She wasn't yowling though. I picked her up and her head kind of slumped forward. I immediately was distressed as I knew that this was no sprain to her legs. I wondered if some sort of blood clot or brain tumour or something. Took her to the emergency vet on the sunday afternoon. He phoned his colleague saying he had never seen this before. They initially said maybe take her to the vet hospital. Then they continued on with the prognosis was very poor. He gave her a very strong pain injection although I don't think she was in as much pain as slightly different area to your typical saddle thrombus at the rear. He said bring her back tomorrow afternoon, to most likely put her to sleep. I was stunned and so upset. She was the most gentle of cats. Never killed anything. She wasn't hugely active unlike my other cat. I now think that may have been a warning sign. Also, not sure if relevant, but she had been brought up at four weeks old by a cat charity. I think the mother was killed on the road. She was in the kitchen in her bed. Very very groggy due to the injection. I went down to see her during the night, and she gave me one last miaow. She was lying in her basket. She passed away. I was distraught. I still cry. It is so sudden. In December last year I noticed for maybe one minute, she looked like she had cramp in her rear legs, then it went. She stuck her rear end in the air. I know now, that may have been a mini blood clot. It is less rare in the front legs, but it can happen. I had post mortem done, and yes she had a slightly hardened valve in her heart, causing her blood to stick and thicken into a clot. They also said that she had had an embollic shower, that it had broken up. I so miss my darling Maisie. She was a very vocal cat, and people used to laugh as she always miaowed when you said her name. Just to say to all that have posted on this site, I am thinking of you.
I have Maisies ashes now and will keep them safe.
Yours Caroline Edinburgh.
Caroline,
I am so sorry to read about all you went through with your little Maisie. She sounded like wonderful companion and very sweet. I hope someday we find a solution so that our dear pets no longer have to suffer these horrible clots and heart problems. You have my deepest sympathies as you mourn your dear baby, and I know all too well how much you are missing her.
Chris
Thank you for this article..My 4 year old cat Frodo died at the vets office last night after being diagnosed with this disease. A silent killer for sure, he had visable pain Sunday morning and died Monday night. Rocky, Drea Stella are searching the house for you, and I miss you terribly...Rest In Peace
Rhonda,
I am sorry to hear of your loss of Frodo last night. 4 years old is so young and you're absolutely right -this is a terrible disease that catches you so unaware. My thoughts are with you in your grief. And it's not just us who grieve - our other pets do also so give Rocky, Drea and Stella an extra hug today.
Chris
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